tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-135792702012-02-06T12:21:34.182-07:00IN HERE YOU SHALL FIND STUFF ABOUT ME AND MY THOUGHTS...FROM MY STOLID DAYS TO MY MERRY MISHAPS...FROM DARK TIMES TO TIMES OF PARTIAL SANCTIFICATION...FIND THE COMIC ASPECT IN EVERY TRAGIC EVENT OF MINE...SEE HOW AN OMNIVOROUS, INTELLECTUAL, RELATIONAL AND MORALLY CONSCIOUS BOY STRUGGLES TO FULFILL HIS PURPOSE IN LIFE WITHOUT A CLUE ON WHAT LIES AHEAD...LIVING IN A BROKEN WORLD HAS NEVER BEEN DISMAL BUT EUPHORIC AT THE SAME TIME...Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.comBlogger311100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1157856241355264292007-02-22T19:35:00.000-07:002007-02-22T04:37:55.366-07:00thanks to everyone who let me down,<br />for i realized that i will always have myself to rely on<br />thanks to those who tried to put me down,<br />for i realized that to be able to stand up is what matters most<br />thanks to everyone who deceived me,<br />for i learned that false friends are worse than known enemies<br />thanks to those who have caused me pain and grief,<br />because for the rest of my life i would know how the others must have felt after all the things i've done<br /><br /><br />taena nababagot na aq d2 sa bhay >_<<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-115785624135526429?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1172133553554570382007-02-22T01:23:00.000-07:002007-02-22T04:39:38.103-07:00"The worst and most frightening thing about the battlefield isn't that you might die. It's that you have to kill people. That's why the higher ups call the enemy 'swine' or 'insects' or 'dogs.' They're trying ot make you forget that the enemy's human, just like you. But...in the end, that's pretty hard to do. There were a lot of guys who shot to miss... That's why I think 'heroes' who went out and got results time after time must have a screw loose somewhere."<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-117213355355457038?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1154501176225218122006-08-02T00:45:00.000-06:002006-08-02T00:53:41.453-06:00<p align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered;</span><br /><em>Forgive them anyway.</em><br /><span style="font-weight: normal;">If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;</span><br /><em>Be kind anyway.</em><br /><span style="font-weight: normal;">If you are successful, you will win false friends and some true enemies;</span><br /><em>Succeed anyway.</em><br /><span style="font-weight: normal;">If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;</span><br /><em>Be honest and frank anyway.</em><br /><span style="font-weight: normal;">If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;</span><br /><em>Be happy anyway.</em><br /><span style="font-weight: normal;">The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;</span><br /><em>Do good anyway.</em><br /><span style="font-weight: normal;">Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;</span><br /></span></strong><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;"><em>Give the world the best you've got any way.<br /></em><br /><span style="font-weight: normal;">You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: normal;">It was never between you and them anyway.</span><br /></span></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;"><br />Mother Theresa<br /></span></strong></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-115450117622521812?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1152342535964756352006-07-08T00:01:00.000-06:002006-07-08T01:08:56.003-06:00keeping this blog alive never crossed my mind...until now that is...<br /><br />>bored of education<br /> this explains the my sad performance in skul last semester...having a 90% average for the 1st half and then getting 67% on one subject and an approximate 85% average on the rest...there are numerous factors to consider and i'm afraid that lack of passion was the main cause, which was caused by another set of factors where each was affected several different factors until it all starts from me after all XD<br /><br />>the sweatshop<br /> i've worked in mcdo for 10 months now and i think i'm starting to get sick of it. things are not the same anymore and everytime i check my schedule, i feel like a robot x_x<br />gone are the days of feeling proud and satisfied...<br /><br />>7 weeks of vacation? left<br /> even though school is over, i still need to do some sweatshop labor to cut off some slack. actually, i still wouldn't be very idle even if i didn't have a job but i would probably be spending that time playing video games...how unproductive yet more enjoyable<br /><br />>a not so reliable foresight<br /> i still haven't figured out my long term goals since a few things had impeded my plans...thinking of this situation always makes me wonder what life is supposed to be...should i live life as effortlessly as i can? should i make more sacrifices? or maybe i should just let fate decide and keep a watchful eye for opportunities that elude me then remind me about the phrase "you don't know what you got till it's gone"...in spite of these obstacles na lagi na lng nangupupal, i should thank God for His blessings, especially those that i don't even know about coz those are probably what keeps me alive<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-115234253596475635?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1128693623892274842005-10-07T07:32:00.000-06:002005-10-07T08:00:23.966-06:00after one month &amp; one week, nakapagpost din ako ahihi<br />grabe...dahil siguro it's either super busy ako kaya walang oras o kaya naman retarded na kaya walang mailagay dito...anyways...<br /><br />lumuwag na rin ng konti ung sked ko kaya ndi na ako aabutin ng hatinggabi bago makauwi hehehe...buti na lang nagkaroon na ako ng raise(pero actually, lahat naman nagkaroon eh)...in other words, tumaas ang minimum wage ahihihihi...<br /><br />wala na talaga akong maisip...next time na nga lang...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112869362389227484?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1125592409872468062005-09-01T09:54:00.000-06:002005-09-01T10:34:34.933-06:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">hayz...tapos na ang bakasyon...back to school na naman...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">ok na sana kaya lang heavy duty ako ngayong year...isa lang ung optional subject ko samantalang ung iba apat(for one year)</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">yari na talaga ako kasi hindi ako nagpractice para sa music...baka makick-out na ako wakekekekek...exagge!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">kahit mahirap, masaya pa rin ako kasi makakapagtrabaho pa rin ako ngayong pasukan(wuhuu!)</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">ung nakakainis lang talaga sa skul ay ang english tsaka social studies...wala lang...puro homework tsaka projects di tulad ng math...speaking of which, mukhang nakalimutan ko na lahat ng pinag-aralan ko dati...mangangamote na naman ako grrrr...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">buti na lang hindi na ako mababagot sa bahay...mapeperwisyo lang naman :D</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">guys, huwag kayong magpupuyat lalo na kapag hindi kailangan...baka maging retarded na rin kayo tulad ko...wala na akong mailagay dito eh...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">till next time...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112559240987246806?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1125028605742966702005-08-25T20:51:00.000-06:002005-08-26T14:45:47.290-06:00sa tagal ko nang hindi na-update itong blog, ang dami ko tuloy kailangang ilagay...madami kayong kailangang basahin...pero don't worry, i believe you won't get bored kasi puro kamalasan ang mga nangyari sa akin noong mga nakaraang araw hehehe...<br /><br />nasira ung internet namin for almost a week...op cors nakatiis naman ako wahihi...<br />buti naman naipasa ko na ung knowledge test at nakuha ko na rin ang aking learner's license...hindi kasi ako pumasa noong una eh ahihi...absent-minded pa naman ako noong araw na yun(lagi naman eh..) tapos noong eye exam na, pinapabasa sa akin ung line 6 sa snellen chart na numbers ung babasahin...dahil nga naiwan ko ung utak ko sa bahay, line 7 ung binasa ko(pinahirapan pa ang sarili tsk2x..)...wahehe, buti na lang hindi tinignan kung tama ba ung sinabi ko o hindi ahihihi...<br /><br />nagpagupit na rin ako sa wakas...noong bago magpresentation of sponsors yata ako huling nagpagupit...hayz...gumaan din ang pakiramdam, kahit medyo mabigat sa bulsa($12 ung siningil)...as always, umiral na naman ang aking katalinuhan...nakalimutan kong hugasan ung buhok ko kaya pagkagising ko kinabukasan, tumubo na ang damo sa aking unan...<br /><br />at last, natanggap na rin ako sa trabaho pero regressing pa rin ako ngayon...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">call for an interview</span> --> sobrang excited ako noon...it's been a while na rin since i last smiled wakekekek<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">interview</span> --> ok din, medyo nakakakaba pero kapag nagsimula na, unti-unti na ring nawala...akala ko kasi noon mahihirap ung mga itatanong...hindi naman pala<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">job offer</span> --> tinawagan ako at tinanong ako kung interesado pa rin daw ba akong magwork...umoo naman ako kasi wala na rin akong ibang pagpipilian ahihihi...ayos, maghihintay na lang ako para sa orientation in a few days...hindi na naman ako nakatulog nang maayos dahil sa excitement...ba't ba lagi na lang akong madaling ma-excite?<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">faux orientation day</span> --> pumunta ako sa dapat puntahan with plenty of time to spare...nang malapit na ang oras ng orientation, pumunta ako sa counter at sinabi ng isang manager na bumalik na lang in 6 days...hindi ako masyadong nabad-trip di tulad ng apat kong kasama na mag-oorientation din...napuyat kasi ako sa sobrang excited eh waheheheh...absent-minded mode ulit...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">orientation day</span> --> wala na naman ako sa sarili ko...nakinig sa lecture ng manager...pumirma nang maraming papeles...naghakot ng basura...nagpunas ng mga upuan...umuwi sa bahay...<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">first day</span> --> 8am-1pm...tinuruan akong magtoast ng muffins tsaka bagels...hands on agad...humingi ng tulong ung isa sa mga empleyado at nagbuhat ako ng ilang mabibigat na kahon...natuto akong magluto ng round tsaka folded eggs...pagkatapos ng halos tatlong oras(madalas sa pagtoast ng tinapay), pinagbreak ako ng isang manager...pagkalipas ng 15 minuto, balik ulit sa trabaho...tagaluto naman ng meat...dito na nagsimulang umiral ang aking kapalpakan...marami-rami rin akong nasunog...ung isa naman nahulog tsk2x...pinagsabihan pa ako ng isang manager, kasi mali daw ung ginagawa ko kaya sinabi niya sa akin kung paano ung tama...ewan ko nga ba kung sisisihin ko ung nagturo sa akin kasi ginaya ko lang ung ginawa nya...inutusan lang naman siya ng isa sa mga manager na turuan ako...hindi naman crew trainer ung nagturo sa akin...ewan...i'll just forget it...natapos na ang shift ko at magcheck out na raw ako sabi ng isang manager...physically present and mentally absent, ako'y tumungo sa locker room para magbihis at ako'y nagcheck out na...sabi ng isang kasabay kong nagcheck out, dapat nagcheck out muna ako bago magbihis...yari daw ako pag nahuli ako ng manager...<br />hayz...grabe talaga...madali lang actually pero matindi ung pressure...naiisip ko tuloy na baka mademote ako(kahit nasa pinakamababang posisyon ako ngayon ahihihi) o kaya naman baka tanggalin na ako...ewan ko ba...baka naman masyado lang akong paranoid wahehehe...<br /><br />chigeh...hanggang sa muli...may trabaho na naman ako bukas...<br />marami na naman akong matututunan...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112502860574296670?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1124076354236193222005-08-14T20:53:00.000-06:002005-08-14T21:25:54.260-06:00this day...<br />ewan, parang mixed feelings eh ahehehe...strange and pleasant at the same time<br /><br />strange kasi...<br /><br />tito ko: (to one of my cousins na makikitulog sana sa room namin for one week, in his normal voice) ...kailangan bukas umuwi ka na ha...<br />insan ko: opo<br />dunno why...first time ko lang makarinig ng ganun<br /><br />(sa KFC)<br />may dalawang youth, umorder tapos wala naman pala silang pera...<br />binigyan na lang sila ng tig-iisang large na softdrinks free of charge...<br />ginulpi ko na ung mga yun kung gusto ko...nakakaawa kasi ung KFC na kinainan namin...parang malulugi na eh ahihi...<br /><br />(sa highway)<br />may nakita lang akong tatlong kotseng nakaparada sa tabi...nagbanggaan siguro ung dalawa doon tapos ung isa kotse ng pulis...nagkaroon ng interrogation...<br /><br />ewan ko ba...kakaiba talaga tong araw na to...akala ko nga doomsday ko na heheheh...<br />hindi pala ako nagalmusal ngayon...<br /><br />pleasant kasi...<br /><br />tambay kami sa apartment ng isa kong tito...<br />kainan lang tapos kwentuhan...as usual, nakinig lang ako at nagsagot ng konting katanungan...<br /><br />naghanap ung tatay ko ng mauupahan sa dyaryo...pagkalipas ng ilang oras, pinuntahan namin ung lugar...astig nga eh, maliit lang pero napakaconvenient tsaka mababait pa ung mag-asawang may-ari...pagkalubog ng araw, tinawagan ng tatay ko tapos eon...baka lumipat na rin agad bukas....ang bilis ng wala XD...nakakaelibs naman...<br /><br />eon lang...ang bilis ng mga pangyayari tapos kakaiba pa...<br />ayos, tinawagan na rin ako kagabi ng inaplayan ko at mag-oorientation na ako sa martes...sa sobrang excited nahirapan tuloy akong makatulog kagabi wahehehehe...<br /><br />sige, till next time na lang....<br />paalam!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112407635423619322?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1123809463309843062005-08-11T18:36:00.000-06:002005-08-11T19:17:43.316-06:00sa wakas...may tumawag na rin sa akin kahapon para sa job interview...na-excite din ako nun kasi first time eh ahihi...nagresearch pa talaga ako para maging handa...hindi ko naisip na hindi ko na rin pala kailangan yun kasi part-time lang naman ako wahehehe...<br /><br />4pm daw ang interview...3pm pa lang nakarating na ako hehehe...excited ang wala...polo na short sleeve ang sinuot ko tapos wala pang t-shirt sa loob...ang lamig grabe!!! anlakas pa naman ng hangin...<br /><br />3:50pm...pumasok na ako sa establishment(baka kasi isipin super excited ako wahehe...)sinabi ko sa cashier na may interview ako ng 4pm...w8 lang daw ako sa isang table...uupo na sana ako tapos kinausap ako ng isang babaeng recently employed lang yata...binigyan ako ng tips tungkol sa interview...nawala talaga ang kaba ko nun...<br /><br />ayan na...dumating na ung tumawag sa akin kahapon para sa pakikipanayam...ang dali lang naman pala ng mga tinatanong...binigyan pa ako ng 11-item situational analysis exam...tapos nun, ok na...hihintayin ko na lang ulit ang tawag para malaman ko kung tinanggap na ako...medyo masaya na ako ng konti pero ndi pa rin nawawala ung feeling ng uneasiness...<br /><br />nakauwi na ako ng bahay...<br /><br />dad: anong nangyari?<br />ako: ininterview ako kanina, hihintayin ko na lang ang tawag para malaman ko kung tanggap na ako<br />dad: matatapos na ang bakasyon ah<br /><br />kainis...mukhang ayaw akong pagtrabahuhin sa pasukan...20 days na nga lang ang August...kapag nagquit ako sa pasukan, which is in September, parang napakawalang kwenta ko naman nun...baka hindi pa ako tanggapin ulit...<br /><br />ewan ko nga ba kung anong gagawin ko eh...marami akong naiisip na plano para ipagpatuloy ang work sa pasukan kaya lang mukhang i'm at a disadvantage...sinabi ko kasi na ang availability ko ay 5pm-closing(11:15pm)...baka hindi pa ako matatanggap kapag hanggang 9pm lang ako...hanggang 9pm lang kasi available ung bus tapos baka hindi raw ako makapag-aral sabi ng tatay ko...tsk2x...wala talagang tiwala sa akin...<br /><br />- kailangan makakuha na ako agad ng driver's license kaya lang walang available na car para sa akin...<br />- pwede akong mag-ipon ng pambili ng bike kaya lang paaga na nang paaga ang sunset tsaka yari ako kapag umulan o kaya nagsnow...<br />- tatawag na lang ako ng taxi para makauwi kaya lang baka lahat ng sweldo ko mapunta lang sa taxi driver mwehehehe...<br />- magpapasundo na lang ako sa tatay ko kasi 11pm ung uwian niya pero ewan ko nga lang kung papayagan ako in the first place...<br />- kapag natanggap na ako, itatanong ko na lang sa manager kung pwedeng hanggang 9pm na lang ako...sana nga lang magcooperate ang tatay ko kahit isang beses man lang...<br /><br />pwede kong pataasin ang chance na pumayag ang tatay ko kung...aaminin kong hindi naman talaga ako nag-aaral pagdating sa bahay...gumagawa lang ako ng assignment at project tsaka nag-aaral lang ako kapag exam...<br /><br />hafta gain his trust somehow...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112380946330984306?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1122946636652664742005-08-01T19:12:00.000-06:002005-08-01T19:37:50.606-06:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">wala lang...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">last month of vacation...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">unemployed pa rin...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">bored...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">medyo mainit...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">nag-iisip ng ideas para sa blog...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">hindi makakasama sa alumni event...</span><sayang...><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">31 days...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">bday yata ni mon...un nga rin pala ang due date ng mga libro ko sa library ahihi...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">3 months & 11 days na akong nandito...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">it's been 2 months & 16 days since...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">na-sanctify na ng konti pero kulang pa rin...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">kailangan ko na talagang magpraktis ng violin kasi yari ako sa pasukan kaya lang tinatamad pa rin ako...kainis...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">chigeh...till here na lang muna...</span><br /></sayang...></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112294663665266474?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1122830457478403132005-07-31T11:11:00.000-06:002005-07-31T11:21:51.413-06:00<span style="font-weight: bold;">stands tall with ears and tail held high</span> ---> confident<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">shrinks with ears and tail held low</span> ---> hesitant<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">wags tail with head lowered upon greeting</span> ---> submission<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">lowered body and/or tucked rear and/or urination and/or rolling over</span> ---> extreme submission<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">yawns</span> ---> nervous<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">drools and pants</span> ---> extremely nervous<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">exposed teeth, raised hackles, very upright posture, stiff-legged gait and direct stare</span> ---> very dominant behavior<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">elbows on the ground with rear in air</span> ---> classic play-bow position/invitation for a game<br /><br />ahihihihi...eon lang<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112283045747840313?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1122750587292967972005-07-30T12:34:00.000-06:002005-07-30T13:14:03.576-06:00Saturday morning...as usual, lumangoy na naman kami...pero there was something unusual about the pool this morning and the interesting thing is that it wasn't so pleasant...<br />nasa malalim na dulo ako nang pool(10 feet) nang may batang lumapit sa akin..."do you know what that thing is?" he said, pointing to some brown "stuff" on the poolside...unang tingin, parang feces pero wala naman akong naaamoy kaya sinabi ko sa bata, "it looks like soil..." tapos nagtanong siya ulit, "what is it?"...apparently, parang gusto niyang tumanggi doon sa sinabi ko kanina kaya sinabi ko na lang, "i think it's poo..." "poo?" he said, with a smile on his freckled face...<br />after about a minute, the lifeguard went to us and told us to clear the water, another command which means to get out of the pool, not to clean the pool...the kid told me to look at the bottom of the pool and i saw it, and looking at it assured me that the brown stuff wasn't a nice thing to mess with(pardon the pun)...<br />i got out of the pool as fast as i could and thinking about...the feces, to be frank made me feel itchy...argh!<br />todo ligo ako sa shower room(luckily, there's free soap and shampoo)...walang partition ung mga shower tsaka ok lang sa mga tao ung maghubad habang nagshoshower(walang pakialamanan...my body is my own business)...<br />that sure was one hell of a swim(irony)...<br />kaya guys, bago kayo tumalon sa swimming pool, tignan nyo muna kung malinis at baka magsisi kayo...fortunately, i'm a guy who can stand and sometimes enjoy morbid stuff heheheheh....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112275058729296797?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1122512058263898842005-07-27T16:25:00.000-06:002005-07-27T18:54:18.276-06:00hi!!!<br />2 days na lang at tapos na rin ang summer skul!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">adult training + second childhood<br /> </span>pumunta kaming mag-iinsan sa playground kahapon...it's like..9 or 10 years na nung huli akong nakapunta sa playground...<br />first time ko lang talaga naranasan ung mag-swing nang napakataas..ang saya grabe..tapos noong naabot ko na ung pinakamataas, hinayaan ko talagang tumalsik ung sarili ko...grabe, ang sakit sa hita nung landing ahihihi...<br />hindi ko akalain na nakakapagod pala yun...kasi naman sobrang nawili ako kaya ilang beses kong inulit hehehe...<br /><br />hayz...dull pa rin ang life sa ngayon hehe...<br /><br />alam nyo ba ung larong maple story? online game siya tsaka free...pero alam kong wala na kayong oras maglaro eh ahihihi...<br /><br />chigeh, hanggang dito na lang ulit<br />bye!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112251205826389884?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1121658200290646272005-07-17T21:14:00.000-06:002005-07-17T21:49:03.096-06:00ayos, nasa kalahati na ako ng summer skul ahihihi...<br />hindi naman talaga mahirap ang mga tinuturo..nakakapagod lang tsaka time-consuming...<br />hay...ok lang naman life dito..kinda dull nga lang ng konti...namimiss ko na tuloy ung mga gala moments...hehehe..<br />nakakainis, bumabalik na naman ung katamaran ko...stressed lang chiguro..<br />major exam na naman sa tuesday...pang-apat na yun ah...<br />nakapagswimming na rin ako dito for the 1st time...last time yata akong nagswimming noong farewell party pa...hinihingal na ako tuloy agad...kung sasali man ako sa varsity, hanggang billiards na lang siguro ako ahihihi...<br />chigeh, next time na lang ulit...kailangan ko na namang matulog nang maaga...<br /><br />P.S. kahit ano pwede nyong ilagay sa "freewall"...pwede kayong magtanong ng kahit ano..kahit mga tanong na parang ganito--->bakit pula ung tawag sa brown sugar?...at kung anu-ano pa...pwede rin kayong magmura kung bad trip kayo...pwedeng magpraise o magcriticize...basta kahit anong pumasok sa isip nyo...naalala ko lang kasi ung mga nakasulat sa mga CR sa CSA eh ahihihi... FREEWALL F*** Y** ...tapos merong 'maykel' malapit sa urenal wahahaha...m*nsalay k*b*yo...grade 1 bading...gr 9 ungas...at kung anu-ano pa<br />eon lang<br /><br />bye!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112165820029064627?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1121140138442047092005-07-11T21:12:00.000-06:002005-07-11T21:54:45.920-06:00alam ko na pala kung bakit ako nahihirapan sa mga pinapagawa ngayong summer school...TAMAD lang pala ako ahihi...<br />kamakailan lang nang napansin kong napakanegatibo ng ugali ko pagdating sa paaralan...(bakit ba may homework? bakit ba ako nag-eexam? bakit andaming pinapabasa?)...<bakit>at kung anu-ano pa...<br />sana pala hindi ako naging iresponsable nung una...dapat pala natutulog ako nang maaga...dapat nag-aaral ako imbis na nagpapahinga...pero ano pa ang magagawa ko ngayon..........eh di gawin ang lahat para manumbalik! ahihihi, tutunganga na lang ba ako at hahayaang mabugbog ng tadhana at kapalaran? you're joking man...<br />kanina ko lang umaga na-realize ang talent ko sa pag-aaral...noong huling oras na nang klase...<br />mahilig pala akong mag-aral ahihihi...kailangan ko lang palang yakapin at tanggapin ang katotohanan...parang nakaapak ako sa quicksand at hindi makaalis...struggling didn't do me any good...hahayaan ko na lang lumubog ang aking sarili...malay mo, may secret area pala sa ilalim na punung-puno nang treasure ahihihi...ano ba yan...nagwala na naman ang aking imahinasyon... gagamitin ko na ang lahat ng lakas at talino ko(kung meron pa ahihi) sa nalalabing 13 na araw ng summer school...pati na rin sa mga natitirang taon ng high school...sa university na rin...lahat na nga ahihi...the hell with vacation! wala akong pakialam kung ako lang ang hindi nagpapahinga...naalala ko na naman na hindi pala ako marunong mapagod wahahaha...ano pa ang silbi ng pag-eehersisyo ko kung wala rin naman pala akong binatbat sa eskwelahan...<br />sige, hanggang dito na lang muna...i still have a bag full of school thingys to do...<br />handa na akong lumubog para umangat...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112114013844204709?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1121043618622971042005-07-10T18:47:00.000-06:002005-07-10T19:00:18.626-06:00actually, walang kuneksyon ung title sa nilalaman ng post na ito ahihi<br /><br />pumunta kami simula noong friday sa BC(british columbia)...grabe, ang layo talaga kaya sa hotel pa kami natulog nang dalawang gabi...pero sulit naman ung biyahe..kahit iyon ang halos naging kalahati ng lakad namin<br />una naming pinuntahan ung hell's gate...part ata siya ng river na nakalimutan ko ung pangalan tapos nakakaelibs panoorin kasi ang lakas ng agos tsaka nagkakaroon ng mga whirlpool ahihihi...<br />sunod naman ay ang minter gardens...nagikot-ikot lang kami doon...iba-ibang gardens tapos may duck pond...waterwheel...wedding pavillion tsaka chapel...maze...at kung anu-ano pa<br />ung pinakahuli naming pinuntahan ay ang cherry tsaka raspberry farm...namitas kami doon mula sa mga bush tapos tinimbang tapos binayaran...masaya talaga...tapos batuhan kaming mag-iinsan ng mga bulok na cherry ahihihi...<br /><br />eon lang...nakakapagod eh...wasted talaga ako ngayon pero ok lang naman sa akin...kaya lang parang may napapansin akong kakaiba sa ibang pipol ngayon...maybe it's just my imagination...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112104361862297104?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1120695383346744652005-07-06T18:06:00.000-06:002005-07-06T18:19:38.493-06:00hindi naman malala ang nangyari sa akin...<br />nilagyan na kasi ng asphalt ung isang daan na nadadaanan ng bus...eon pa naman ung daan kung saan tumatalbog ung bus!!! sayang...ahihihihi..wala nang amusement :D<br /><br />grabe talaga ang summer school...isang subject lang siya...8:30am-12:45am...<br />OP na ako sa bahay kasi ako lang talaga ang may pasok ahihihi...<br />four months work siniksik sa four weeks...<br />english ung subject ko eh...kaya sa isang araw 3-4 short stories ung binabasa namin pero dahil sa mga lecture, ung iba sa bahay na lang pinapabasa...<br />araw-araw talaga may quiz...tapos bukas major exam pa...<br />pero ok lang naman...medyo gumagana na ung utak ko ahihi...<br /><br />grabe rin ung uwian...<br />andaming naghihintay sa bus stop tapos dalawang bus lang ung dumadaan agad...100+ sigurado ung mga estudyanteng nagbubus...kaya siksik lagi sa bus kasama na doon ung space para sa mga nakatayo...<br /><br />medyo magaan na rin ang loob ko...hindi na ako galit...special thanks kay erik<br /><br />chigeh, till next ulit mga peepz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112069538334674465?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1120449581138638012005-07-03T21:32:00.000-06:002005-07-03T22:04:06.886-06:00galit na galit talaga ako ngayon...kung hindi ko pipigilan sarili ko susuntukin ko na ung taong yun...miserableng buhay...ang bigat pala ng feeling pag naiipon na ung sama ng loob...argh...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...<br />wala talaga ako sa mood magkwento ngayon kaya kailangan ko lang pilitin ang sarili ko...<br />ang saya kahapon sa west edmonton mall...ayoko talagang umalis ng bahay kahapon pero pinilit lang ako ng sadistang gusto ko na talagang bugbugin...isang kagaguhan pa at sasakalin ko na talaga yung bastardong yun...anyways, ang layo pala nun...tatlong oras...pero ung highlight ng pagpunta ko doon ay ang amusement center sa loob...sumakay ako sa mga rides kasama ang mga insan at utol...bago ako sumakay sa rides, nakita ko ung roller coaster...grabe, kinakabahan na ako kahit nanonood lang kasi ang bilis eh...<br />una naming sinakyan ung space shot...grabe, scary talaga kasi biglang tumataas tapos bigla namang bababa pag umabot na sa taas...110 ft ung height tapos apat nabeses nag-up&amp;down...kinunan pala kami ng camera sa taas tapos nakita ko ung mga mukha namin sa monitor...<br />sunod naman ung twister, kung saan nagback-out si utol at ung isa kong insan...aangat nang mabagal tapos babaliktad nang mabagal..tapos biglang magfflip ng tatlong beses sunud-sunod...dalawang beses nangyari yun...nakakakabang panoorin noong una pero nung sumakay ako, masarap ung feeling ahihi...nakakakaba lang sa simula...<br />tapos ang last ride naman ay ang mindbender roller coaster...medyo relaxed pa ako nung una kasi pataas pa lang ung roller coaster eh...tapos nung pababa na, feeling ko tatama ung ulo ko sa mga bakal ahihihi...thrilling talaga...parang gusto kong ulitin =)<br />suicidal lang siguro ako noon kaya ko naisipang sumakay ng rides...kahapon pa talaga ako galit eh...tapos nadagdagan pa ngayon...sasabog na talaga ako sa galit...the fury.......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112044958113863801?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1120250449047552392005-07-01T14:13:00.000-06:002005-07-01T14:51:14.146-06:00grabe, hindi ako nakapasa sa knowledge test para sa learner's license ahihihi...bad trip talaga!!!<br />hindi ko talaga maintindihan ung tatay ko...maiinis ka ng todo sa kanya minsan eh pero minsan naman ang bait...ganun ba talaga pag moody...ahihihi...nakakatuwa talaga ung mga taong moody =D ewan ko ba kung bakit haha...<br />nalilito talaga ako kung anong subjects ung kukunin ko para sa next skul year...may music25 kasi ako kaso lang alang PE...ansaya pa naman nun...pwede ko rin namang piliin ung PE pero mawawala naman ung music25...nakakabaliw...kailangan ko na yatang sumigaw hanggang sa mawasak ung lalamunan ko wahahaha...<br />eon lang muna siguro...<br />till next mga cute...<br />(ayan, may reward ka pa sa pagbabasa nito ahihihi)<br />PROGRESS REPORT<br />wedding march - 2/5<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112025044904755239?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1120055610571744812005-06-29T08:23:00.000-06:002005-06-29T11:30:22.153-06:00hindi talaga maganda itong linggong to...palagi na lang akong kulang sa tulog...<br />last night, i woke up at 1am and got back to sleep at 4am, which makes me so wasted today...<br />malapit na rin pala ang summer school...tapos madami pang dapat gawin...parang wala akong gana at gusto ko lang matulog buong araw kaya lang kapag dumating naman ang gabi baka hindi na naman ako makatulog nyan...<br />mukhang magiging hectic na rin ang sked ko sa hindi malayong hinaharap...<br />hanggang sa muli...<br />kainis, maglalaba pa pala ako wahahaha...<br />PROGRESS REPORT<br />214(int.) - 5/5<br />a '000 mi. - 4/5<br />chuperman(it's not easy...sinabi mo pa) - 2/5<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-112005561057174481?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1119891195298335712005-06-27T08:19:00.000-06:002005-06-27T21:27:01.220-06:00alam nyo ba ung rule ng mga lalaki na magfflush ka lang ng toilet kapag hindi pa masyadong madilaw ung tubig, kapag hindi pa mapanghi o kaya kapag nagsession lang? the same rule also applies to me eh wahehehehehehe...kaya lang kailangan kong suwayin minsan kasi nakakahiya sa ibang tao...kaya ko lang sinusundan ung rule para hindi sayang ang tubig...makes sense diba? kaya i suggest hindi lang sa mga boys, pati na rin sa mga girls na sundan ang rule(nakalimutan ko ung tawag)<br />dahil doon, natutunan ko ang "controlled flush"<br /><br />DEFINITION<br />the act of flushing a toilet by applying only the minimum but sufficient amount of pressure on the flushing apparatus<br /><br />SIGNIFICANCE OF THE STUDY<br />these days, i seem to find a million reasons to sit around and waste my mind...oops...ahihi...the controlled flush is significant because it saves approximately 40% water used for flushing...it is also significant because it reduces the time consumed by the toilet to regain water in the storage tank, which means that the duration of the noise made by the toilet is shorter<br /><br />SCOPE AND LIMITATION<br />this study is dedicated to all the people who possess and use toilets in any country in this cruel world in the solar system in the milky way in this theoretically infinite universe<br />the researcher speculated the following limitations:<br />1. sanitation will be reduced but on a negligible scale...clean toilets at least once a week<br />2. toilets with buttons as flushes are not capable of being control-flushed<br />3. this study is not applicable to toilets with automatic flush and toilets without any flush trigger<br />4. this method of flushing might be abused by senile, ignorant, negligent and most of all, abusive people<br /><br />METHODOLOGY<br />1. place body in a position where no part of the body will feel a great amount of stress when the flushing apparatus is moved to initialize the flushing<br />2. apply a small amount of pressure on the contraption and gradually increase the pressure until a moderate amount of water is flowing in the toilet bowl<br />3. release the lever as soon as the water level goes down because the water on the toilet bowl is already starting to drain. formation of bubbles after flushing is natural and will not affect the sanitation of the toilet bowl<br />4. don't forget to clean up and put clothes back on due to overexcitement, amazement, bewilderment or severe, acute state of euphoria<br /><br />SUMMARY AND CONCLUSION<br />if you believe that the toilet bowl is not dirty enough to be flushed after excreting bodily wastes and you have no choice but to flush due to courtesy to other users, controlled flush is highly recommended to save you from guilt of having to waste such a precious liquid which is found in 75% of the earth, where 1% of that 75% is fresh and less than 1% of that 1% of 75% is potable...have conscience my dear brothers and sisters, so that we would be saved from a global drought, which, according to my short-term speculation would happen sometime in the unpredictable future and would make the world literally a living hell for there would be no water left to effectively extinguish the humongous inferno that could eradicate even the most fire-resistant creatures if there are any and wipe out mankind from the face of the dying earth....*bow*<br /><br />ahihihi...nag-enjoy ba kau?<br />comment kau ha<br />till next time!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-111989119529833571?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1119737077414960112005-06-25T15:55:00.000-06:002005-06-25T19:15:00.286-06:00after moments of painstaking and patience-testing probing, nakahanap din ako ng mga free sheet music sa internet! nagbalik na rin ako sa pagtugtog ng piano pagkatapos kong magretiro...pero dapat violin ung pinagaaralan ko kasi may course ako sa next school year na music25 strings ahihi...wala kasi akong gana tsaka parang kelangan ko pang magpaturo kasi hindi pa sapat ang kaalaman ko...hmmm...pero ok na rin siguro, wala naman akong masyadong ginagawa ngayon...nahihiya nga lang akong magpraktis kasi parang nagkakaskas na ako ng kalawang...ewan ko ba kung ako o ung violin ung may problema...sige, magsisimula na ako kapag gumaling na ang utak ko haha...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-111973707741496011?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1119537677003694652005-06-23T08:00:00.000-06:002005-06-24T06:50:45.710-06:00haaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy salamat...nawala na rin ung puyat kaya lang naiwan pa rin ung mga eyebag whahehehehe...<br />nagbabagong buhay na ako ngayon...letting God take control of my life...i've already kicked a lot of my bad habits, especially those that i had indulged in...medyo sanctified na pero sana magtagal habambuhay...<br />nasanay na rin akong matulog at gumising nang maaga to spend time with my loved ones(drama!)...totoo naman eh...friends...mom...special thanks nga pala to my cuz =) ...<br /><span style="color: rgb(68, 102, 102);font-size:85%;" >kitkat, nobody could ever possibly miss anyone as much as i miss you...</span><br />i'm just so brutally frank at times hehe...(if you know what i mean which i believe you won't until i tell you)...<br />malapit na summer school tsaka kukuha na rin aq ng stage one learner or class7 license next week...buti naman ginaganahan na akong mag-aral wuhuu! academic excellence, here i come...<br />grabe, hindi pa rin ako tinatanggap sa trabaho...bahala na...may purpose naman siguro yun =)<br /><br />sige, hanggang dito na lang muna ulit...<br />till next time...<br />peace out<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-111953767700369465?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1119120117604536302005-06-18T12:21:00.000-06:002005-06-18T12:44:42.470-06:00scenario: inexperienced but creative me had to fry seven eggs...<br /><br />eto na naman ako...magluluto na naman ng itlog...<br />sawa na ako sa paulit-ulit na ritual sa pagpiprito ng itlog kaya naisipan kong gawin ang kakaiba para naman mawili ako ahihi...<br />naalala ko ung napanood ko sa TV...ung chef, binuksan ung itlog na isang kamay lang ang gamit...<br />astig eh kaya sinubukan ko rin.....wlah, nagkalat ako! tumapon ung ibang laman sa sahig, sa counter...buti naman nasagip ko pa ung iba kundi magiging mini-size ung itlog pagkaluto...<br />nakakaasar...hindi successful ung first try...nasira pa ung pula(bakit nga ba eh dilaw naman ung kulay nun)...<br />second attempt...halos lahat ng laman nailagay ko sa kawali pero ung iba nasa kamay ko kasi parang dinurog ko ung itlog eh ahehehe...tapos ung ibang durog na eggshells sumama sa itlog...<br />ayoko na nga...nasira na dalawang itlog at ayokong mangyari pa un sa limang natitira...pero hindi pa doon nagtatapos ang aking pagiging malikhain mwihihi...<br />sinubukan kong gawing iba-iba ung itsura ng mga itlog at nag-imbento pa ako ng mga tawag sa kanila...gaya ng starry side up, almost double sunny(mahirap ung perfect double eh), cloudy, tsaka quadrilateral...<br />ang saya grabe...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-111912011760453630?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1119022596507159932005-06-17T08:47:00.000-06:002005-06-18T09:00:12.650-06:00cooking.....it's not as simple as i thought it would be...a lot of preparations have to be made before doing the actual thing, where washing your hands carefully should come first of course...after you're done cooking, cleaning doesn't get any better especially if you've created a mess...it sure takes a lot of your time...time you could've spent doing something else...<br />well, to be blunt about it, cooking is really fun and relaxing but it's not what totally keeps me from not doing it...i struggle to wake up early in the morning but when i start doing it, i feel like there's some force making do it...i don't feel any regret in losing a little sleep so that i could prepare a meal for every member of the house...maybe it's the thought of sacrificing your time for others...or it could be my creative juices flowing inside me...sometimes being a little creative pays back but sometimes, failure becomes the product of my creativity...<br /><br />so i took some time to think about it...<br /><br />i realized that there was a secret ingredient that every cook adds in every meal he or she makes with great care...it doesn't matter if you're skilled or not as long as did your best-->with all your mind and heart...and when you feel a sense of satisfaction while cooking, you are already using it...when you feel a sense of satisfaction after cooking, you have already used it even without realizing what it is...and somehow, that feeling far outweighs all the cons...<br /><br />the secret ingredient...you know the word...four letters...spell it...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-111902259650715993?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1118848592904461582005-06-15T08:54:00.000-06:002005-06-15T17:51:00.850-06:00ika-13 nang Hunyo ---> nang ako'y nakarating na nang bahay pagkatapos maglakad dahil sa sobrang katalinuhan...aking pinindot ang kampana ng pinto para ako'y makapasok.......pagkalipas ng 10 minuto, walang nagbubukas ng pinto...kaya naisip kong pumunta sa bakuran...nakakandado ang pinto sa kanang panig ng bahay ngunit nagawa kong alisin ang kandado at ako'y nakapunta sa bakuran...aking sinulyapan ang pinto sa kaliwang panig ng bahay at nakita kong nakabukas pala ito! ako'y napag-isip nang sandali at nagtungo sa pintong nasa likuran ng bahay...nakakandado rin...pinatugtog ko nang maraming beses ang kampana ng pinto at pinaglaruan ko ito sa pamamagitan nang pagpindot nang may cadence...ung bilang-hakbang...1....2....3....4....1..2..3..4..1-2-3-4-1-2-3-4 ahihihi...lumipas na ang 20 minuto simula nang nakarating ako sa bahay at mukhang walang tao sa loob...tamang-tama at oras na nang tanghalian at hindi ko pa pala kinakain ang aking baon...teka, bakit wala ang baon ko sa aking bag? at ako'y napatingin sa bintana at nakita ko ang aking baon sa loob ng bahay...sasabog na ang utak ko sa sobrang katalinuhan...pinagpatuloy ko ang pagpapatugtog at nang lumipas ang 30 minuto, ako'y humarap sa bintana at naisip kong huminga papalabas nang aking bibig...nakabuo ako ng tila hugis puso at naisipan kong lagyan ng mga titik na.......at ang pinto'y binuksan...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-111884859290446158?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1118791302088615752005-06-14T16:47:00.000-06:002005-06-15T09:33:13.246-06:00grabe, kakaiba talaga tong week na ito...lagi na lang akong nagigising nang 2AM at hindi ko alam kung bakit tapos pagkagising ko ng umaga parang hindi counted ung tulog ko before 2AM...<br />dahil dyan, nangyari ang mga bagay na hindi dapat mangyari sa isang normal na tao...<br /><ul> <li>June 10 ---> physical education, sabi ng teacher kahit ano pwedeng gawin kaya nagbasketball ako at mukhang less than 10% ung shot percentage...pumunta na lang ako sa weight room at sinubukan ko ung exercise bike...nakaabot ako ng 110kph pero dumulas ung paa ko at ako'y nasugatan sa binti...pero sa totoo lang hindi ko masyadong naramdaman kahit natulo na ung dugo ko...grabe naman tong kakulangan ko sa tulog...<br /></li><li>June 13 ---> nangamote sa exam tungkol sa novel na binasa ko nang mabuti...tapos nung pauwi na ako, nakalimutan kong bumaba sa bus stop na dapat kong babaan kaya naglakad pa ako nang malayo!</li><li>June 14 ---> this is the day...my last (and only) final exam...nangamote na naman ako...pero bago yun, pumunta muna ako sa CR kasi mapupuno na ung urinary bladder ko...pagpasok ko nabigla ako kasi parang iba ung itsura ng CR...walang urenals...naisip ko na baka ni-renovate pero imposible yun kasi June 10 nang huli akong gumamit ng CR tapos same hallway pa yun...kaya hindi ko na lang pinansin at nagpatuloy na lang ako...paglabas ko, laking gulat ko nang makita kong...written in a gold plated rectangular metallic object on the wall, in black uppercase letters...>>>WOMEN<<<...oh my goodness!!! I don't believe it!!! how could I be so stupid!!! buti na lang konti lang ung tao dahil nga finals or else i'll never live it down!!! kaya lang noong papunta na ako sa venue ng exam, I heard footsteps about 50m behind me at nung nagturn na ako papunta sa isa pang hallway, I was walking towards the hallway na pupuntahan ko pero ung mukha ko nakatalikod pa rin sa kung sino man ung nasa likuran ko...at nagmadali na ako papunta sa dapat puntahan...hindi ko talaga na-realize...or napansin dati na dalawa pala ung CR sa hallway na un...kasi ung kabilang hallway isa lang ung CR tapos for women lang...</li> </ul> grabe no? for the first time in my entire life...I entered and urinated in a washroom for women...buti na lang walang tao sa loob kundi baka ako'y napatay...hindi ko talaga sinadya yun...hay naku...the crazy things you do when you don't get enough sleep...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-111879130208861575?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1118703981165745292005-06-13T17:05:00.000-06:002005-06-13T19:59:18.926-06:00<div style="text-align: right;"> <div style="text-align: right;"> </div> <span style="font-weight: bold;">Lord,</span><br />Make me an instrument of Thy peace.<br />Where there is hatred<br />Let me sow love;<br />Where there is injury, pardon;<br />Where there is doubt, faith;<br />Where there is despair, hope;<br />Where there is darkness, light;<br />Where there is sadness, joy.<br /><br />O Divine Master,<br />Grant that I may not so much seek<br />To be consoled as to console;<br />To be understood as to understand;<br />To be loved as to love;<br />For it is in giving that we receive;<br />It is in pardoning that we are pardoned;<br />It is in dying that we are born to eternal life.<br />Amen</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-111870398116574529?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1118530592278040112005-06-11T16:24:00.000-06:002005-06-11T16:56:32.280-06:00sabado...araw ng paglalamay para mapanatiling malinis ang bahay...<br />kaya ako ay nagwalis at gumamit ng vacuum cleaner sa living room, kitchen at dining room...kahit simula na ng finals sa lunes pero ok lang kasi isa lang naman ang exam ko!!!<br />pagkatapos nun, ako ay pumunta sa banyo...ung madamo, kasi tatlo yata o apat ung banyo sa haws eh...mukhang malinis naman ung iba kaya nilinis ko na lang ung damuhan...(wag nyo nang itanong kung bakit damuhan)<br />grabe pala maglinis ng banyo...lalo na pag sobrang dumi...kelangan linisin ung mirror, sink, floor &amp; bathtub...<br />actually, pangalawang beses ko na sa paglilinis nun eh...siguro after one month, the grass will grow again ^_^<br />natapos na rin sa wakas!!! at ang narumihang tagalinis ay naging malinis ulit...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-111853059227804011?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1118507444390482612005-06-11T10:13:00.000-06:002005-06-11T10:30:44.396-06:00<div class="entry-content"> <div class="entry-body"> <p>>>> you are polite if you talk to people about what they are interested in, not about what you are interested in</p> <p>>>>people in their right minds do not take pride in their accomplishments</p> <p>>>>courage is when you know you're licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see through it no matter what</p> </div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-111850744439048261?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13579270.post-1118450329074234672005-06-10T19:27:00.000-06:002005-06-15T09:23:15.170-06:00hello po sa inyong lahat...welcome...feel free to read, comment, tag or even vandalize my blog...haha...don't worry, i won't disappoint you that's why i'll do my best to write my blog so that you could easily comprehend what is written...sometimes...hihihi...in other words, i could write highly cerebral material or simply pure, polished and unadulterated crap...bahala ka na kung wala kang alam na tagalog...so much for that...happy viewing and don't hesitate to laugh your hearts out!!! if you don't read everything, you don't know what you're missing ^_^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13579270-111845032907423467?l=dismal-euphoria.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Alexhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03021434710650143724noreply@blogger.com0